My thoughts :)

motherfucker me.

2009-11-23T03:27:00.000-08:00

I’ve been holding back the tears for a few days now. But just couldn’t hold them any longer. Tears appeared in the lonely bus ride home. Sounds gay? Haha, maybe, because I’m not half the man I used to be. Wanna know why? Coz I died the day you stopped caring, I did. And you know, it’s not your fault. It’s mine. I’ve been like this for 17 years now.

You see I have a problem. My problem is, I can’t trust anyone. I may have a lot of friends but I can’t think of one person who I know I can trust a hundred percent. Whom I know got my back no matter what. It’s this fear inside me, this fear that eats me up every time. Coz inside I always wonder what if someone gives away my secrets. Let it be the smallest thing, but this fear’s the same for every single thing. Holding back myself from trusting anyone. Deep inside, I’m just lonely. I have so many things that I’d like to share, but this fear, doesn’t let me live. 17 years of suppressing happiness and sorrow inside you, makes you go crazy after awhile.

Then I met a friend about two years back, someone who taught me how to trust. Felt good, really nice to know that there’s finally someone whom I can trust. Well we fell apart soon after. And I learnt a lesson. I’d rather be all alone, keeping things to myself, rather than to have a friend walk out on you. Coz it hurts when people leave. Oh yeah, I have this other problem too: I grow very fond of the people who I think I can trust. So if you don’t intend to stay, please don’t make me trust you.

Step into my world. This scary and crazy place where it feels like everyone is out there to get you. Under the rule of a king named Fear. You’re all alone, no one beside you. Occasionally you see a person or two. They talk to you, but you know you’re never to speak to them. Coz when you turn around they might just stab you with a screwdriver.

To all the people who asked if I’m alright, sometimes it’s easier to just say you’re fine rather than to tell all the reason why you’re not.

Cheers (:

2009-07-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

OMFG!

Liverpool 5-0 Singapore

Singapore got a thrashing from liverpool.
Went to national stadium with my dad to catch the match live!
Woot! Damn exciting!
(I still am)

Reached there about 4.30,was fucking hot, like seriously.
Soon the stadium got filled up and when the players reached the stadium,
the crowd went wild and also during the training.

I saw, TORRES,ALOSO,CARRAGHER,MASCHERANO,BENAYOUN,REINA,AGGER,REIRA,BABEL and many more!!!
The match was exciting, but didnt really see the first goal as it was the other side.
BUT THE REST OF THE GOALS WERE ON MY SIDE!

The crowd went crazy when Torres and Alonso came onto the pitch!
And wow, when the kop sang You'll never walk alone, IT WAS AMAZING!
The song is stuck in head now.

There were some fools who wore man u jerseys to the match.
The whole stadium jeered them, literally.
The crowd started singing
"Who the fuck are man united?"
LOL
There's this singapore player who got boo-ed coz he's a man u fan who made some bad comments about liverpool.
Loser.

When I saw Riera score i was expecting a replay,
but than it struck me that im watching a live game,lol
Im so used to watching goals on replays la.

My first soccer match and i got to see my favourite team in action!
Anyway took some pics, prolly upload on fb.

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

Hello Peoples! :D

2009-05-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE, SARAH'S HERE. AND YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT?

:D

I ROCK! AND ARVIND AGREES THAT I ROCK :D

okay, byeeee peopleeee :D

2009-05-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

Her's something i wrote,

Why am I always stuck in the middle
Just stonning as the world revloves
This all seems to me like a riddle
So hard and one that I cannot solve

But life has to go on doesnt it
A law of nature we all abide
And as days pass i seem like a misfit
I'm standing on neither side

But one thing will never change
The damage done will always remain
And things now turn a little strange
I sit and watch the cycle repeat again.

-Arvind

2009-04-18T19:56:00.000-07:00

Thurs went out with azfar to check out Uniqlo,
The no 1 jap casual clothing store that just opened in singapore.
Not bad,when they say casual they really mean casual.
Bought two tees.
man iv'e been spending money like its free or something
Some of the things I bought
Jeans-$130
Shoes-$100
$230 worth of tees.
Still mujst get laptop bag and some laptop stuff also.
Man, i need to get a job.
Funny thing happned on thurs

Me:(buying food at QiJi)
Azfar:(eating)
Group of girls walk in
Azfar and me:(look at them)
Than i sat down and took a bite from the kaya toast i bought
Me: Not bad ah
Azfar: Which one, the one in the dress ah?
Me: I talking about the bread la!

LOL

Went out with hider to central to chill,
Than while walking past the shops i noticed one shop.
It said 'UNISEX' saloon.
It was a hand written sign, big big.
But it wasnt written properly and the way it was written was like this,
U N I SEX saloon.
The u,n and the I had big gaps.
So its like
"U" N "I" SEX saloon.
After i told that to hider we couldnt stop laughing
lol. Than left for home,
Quickly bathed changed and left for town.
I was still wet when i was on the mrt, haha
Met bruce,sunaryo and azfar at cini.
Its been so long since we went out together
Reminded us of secondary school times,
All the stupid things we used to do in class.
Good times man.
Went to eat at lido than went to haji lane to smoke shisha,
Orange flavour not bad, next time its grape!
Man they have good cheese fries there, seriously.
So we shisha-ed, ate, drank and chilled.
Than we left for mrt.
Than when me bruce and yao alighted at amk,
Something extremely shocking happened.
The doors were closing and this china dude ran in but the door closed on him,
So half body inside, half outside,
Than he managed to sqeeze in, but his leg was still stuck.
Seriously we were stunned and just stood there and bruce was like
'Shit, Shit!' lol,
than two guys from inside the mrt managed to pull open the door.
Lucky for that guy man, got his leg saved!
Than i realised, there are two types of people,
One, they get stunned and just stop,
Two, the get stunned but manage to react.
Better to be the latter.

Tired,Tired,Tired
And schools start tmr!!!
Poly life here I come!
Woot!

2009-04-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

Woah, what a night yesterday!
The Oasis concert was fucking AWESOME!
Woot!
And to hear my favourite song live was just ecstasy,
Don't Look Back In Anger!
Halfway through the song Noel said
"What's that fucking wheelchair for?" and
"Aww, someone had a stroke", lol.
They have a new drummer who is really good.
I like the way Liam just stands still after his songs,
But i still prefer Noel's voice.
They played good and the whole concert was just awesome.
Nostalgia at its best!

OASIS LIVE FOREVER.

2009-04-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for OASIS Live in Singapore,
This sunday, woot!
I get to see my fav band live!
YAY!

2009-03-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

This is my fav song of all times

Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start a revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside. Summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

Gonna start a revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as she's walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today

2009-03-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

No one will believe what happened yesterday.

Was going home last night.
Its been a long time since I walked through the park
so i decided to do so.
Than this guy walked up to me.
He looked drunk(?) and asked if I had some money.
Obviously i said no, I guess in a serious tone.
Than he said 'no money still talk like that'
Than i was about to walk away when that bitch
took out his dick and started wanking.
WHAT THE FUCK, seriously man.
Flash also flash to a guy? Stupid loser.
Was freaking shocked.
I punched his face than left :)
(I think i ran)
LOL
Hope he bled and died.
Fucker.

2009-03-01T08:15:00.000-08:00

Im back from Ipoh,Malaysia
but i don't know what to blog about.
I officially hate car rides,
Sitting in a car for eight hours striaght sucks big time.
Kinda glad, saw my dads side of the family for the first time.
Woot!

I wanna start writing lyrics again.

And why do i miss you this much
Why'd things turned out this way
Questions remain unanswered and such
Leaving both of us in dismay

Whenever i see you with him
My heart weeps in pain
My once bright path seems dim
So i try my best to refrain

Why does it take you so long to see
You're leaving me all alone
What would it take for things to be
Away from this and as I moan

Do you keep those memories or do they fade
Things that we said and used to do
Were these decisions ours to be made
Because they seems to remind me that I MISS YOU

-ARVIND

Any comments on the lyrics?

2009-02-10T07:12:00.001-08:00

by Emily Barclay

Mum your there through everything,
Through the good and bad,
Thank you for being there,
And sorry for the times I made you mad,

You never give up on me,
Even when I make the worst mistakes,
But I'm trying my hardest to improve,
I'm doing whatever it takes,

I appreciate more than you realize,
Even though it doesn't always show,
I love you more than life itself,
And I hope you'll always know,

I know I say some hurtful things,
And sometimes I make you cry,
But now I just want you to know,
I'll always be there to wipe your eye,

You think about everyone else first,
Todays our day to think about you,
To thank you for the things you say,
And everything you do,

Though we may not say it,
Without you we couldn't live,
Because everything we have,
Is everything you give,

I know everyone says it,
But you truly are the best mum ever,
And nothing will ever break me,
Because we'll make it through anything together,

I'm glad I have a mum like you,
To me your the best around,
You catch me whenever I fall,
You'd never let me hit the ground,

So today you get a break,
Because we want to show you we care,
You always give so much love,
And today thats what we'll share,

Your my best friend mum,
And my guardian angel too,
I hope you have a mothers day,
That's perfect- just like you.

2009-01-31T08:49:00.000-08:00

Firstly thanks to Terri for letting me know JPSAE results
were out on friday itself and that we had to check ourselves on the web.
If not i wouldn't have known about getting the course at rp and would have stuck with the ite course that i got. Thanks!

Secondly im glad i got into a poly. And the course that i applied for.

Thirdly im glad my mums happy now. She was sad I didnt do well.

2009-01-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

Crying alone in this lonely world.

2009-01-05T08:48:00.001-08:00

classics

2008-12-01T19:32:00.000-08:00

Bruce sent me this really cute video,
check this out

2008-11-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM AUSTRALIA!!!

Was fun man, more than what i had expected
A lot to blog but some other time, too tired

Gonna sleep soon :)

2008-11-18T06:53:00.000-08:00

For my birthday,

I'm not gonna wish for anything materialistic.

I just wanna find the true meaning of life,

To lead a happy yet meaningful one.

To love and be loved.

To not listen to the what others say,

Or might think.

To make the right decisions,

Unlike before.

The decisions that will be the best for me,

and the people around.

To stop being selfish,

To also think of others.

To be a better son,

A better brother,

And a better friend.

To stop all my bad habits,

And pick up some new ones.

To control my anger,

Not be too sensitive,

Or too insensitive.

And to spend money wisely,

To stop wasting anymore of my parents money,

That I already have.

God,

Guide me.

Only god can judge me.

OM NAMA SHIVAYA

2008-11-15T00:47:00.000-08:00

All smiles!!!

OMG! Caught wearing a pink dress!

Yeah, push-ups in a dress works

I prefer the all natural look, so NO DIAPERS ALLOWED!

HUH?!

Get out of my room or imma punch you!

You know you wanna hug me!

Well what can i say, the ladies loved the butt.

If you look closely, you can see the drool

2008-11-13T06:08:00.000-08:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

-Extreme

Ponderisms

2008-11-09T10:11:00.000-08:00

* * I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes.

* * Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it.
If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant.

* * The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement.

* * Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

* * There are two kinds of pedestrians: the quick and the dead.

* * Life is sexually transmitted.

* * Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.

* * The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth.

* * Some people are like Slinkies. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.

* * Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.

* * Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to?

* * All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism.

* * In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

* * How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire?

* * Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

* * Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta its butt."

* * Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

* * If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him?

* * Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?

* * If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

* * If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

* * Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

* * Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?

* * Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster?

* * Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?

2008-09-21T02:55:00.001-07:00

I feel better now.

And I really wanna thank SUFAIZAH,

For cheering me up when I was down.

Thanks for making me understand what is important

And what Isn't.

Yesterday I realised,

There Comes A Point In Your Life When You Realize

Who Matters,

Who Never Did,

Who Won't Anymore,

And Who Always Will.

So Don't Worry About People From Your Past,

There's A Reason Why They Didn't Make It To Your Future.

So i owe su a.k.a aunt agony one.

Thanks for helping out even though you were gonna sleep

You're the best!...clown that i know of

(hope you read this)

maybe race has something to do with this,

Maybe thats why you're like this.

2008-09-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

Actually i dont know what to type,
Im lost,

Things are moving at a very fast speed
Im not sure if im ready
But I have to be
Time isnt waiting for anyone
Not for me too
One more month
I wonder how fast is that
Or how slow
Guess it can go two ways
I should have just studied properly
Now regretting
But thats no use, is it
Its time i showed i can do it too
Fuck the people who say i cant.

How come you leave me ditched
When I need you most?
How come you stand there laughing
When you see my crying?
How come you don't care anymore
When i need yours most?
How come you have all the fun
When you see me all alone?

Cried after a very long time.
Too many things on my mind.
I wanna be able to share.

2008-09-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

I just realised im gonna graduate in like a few weeks,
Man, that is fast.
Four years, just flew by.

Im gonna make a list of the things im gonna miss.

Firstly, the CANTEEN!

The classic place to 'lapek'
The place people chill, eat,play and not to mention, fight.
Though the food not good at sch, there's something about the canteen,
Probably the good memories.
Fun and laughter.

Secondly BAND ROOM!

Yck band life ending too,
Gonna miss being in band.
Though not really close with anyone in band,
Im gonna miss the playing and the bond they share man.
No more bass trb!!!
No more playing the fool during , (Though that has gone since JJ left)
No more band camp and stuffs like that.
But gonna leave band with just one regret man...damn.

Thirdly BEING IN A CLASSROOM

No more
-Fooling around
-Slacking!
-Listening music
- TALKING!!!

Fourthly MY CLIQUE ( most important )

No more all the nonsense we do man!
All my other friends in school man.

And finally, YOU

Im gonna miss you,
Though it didnt really work out,
I will always remember you.
For teaching me so many things,
Thanks :)

O levels coming!

I Hate You, You Small Little Slut.

2008-09-05T01:18:00.000-07:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his
a big hole in his world... Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

2008-09-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Obvious signs not picked up
Because you're oblivious to them
And you're oblivious to me
Yet I stay in the faintest of hopes
In hope that one day you'll know
That I need you, the real you
The you that I used to know
Used to, not anymore
Where did it go

2008-08-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

Wah tomorrow English paper,
Damn fast man.
But studying suddenly very fun LOL
O lvls coming man, getting out of this sch soon!
:)

2008-08-22T04:13:00.000-07:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is YOU

And when I did, you weren't there anymore
You know, all the care that you give others
It is your care that i long for
Its more than words that I need now
I know you will read this, I know you know its you
So If there's still place for one more person to care for
Let it be me, let me know
Even a text would do, I'll be waiting
Not for your sympathy nor pity
But for you to show me.
:)

2008-08-21T05:20:00.001-07:00

Please stop acting,
If you cant be bothered, its okay,
But please don't fake it,
Because that hurts more.

:)
:)
:)
I enjoy putting smilies :D

2008-08-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

Compliments are the cheapest gifts you can give a person.

Performance on monday was fun.
BUT
The school system f-ing sucks man.
Monitors are for performers to listen to themselves
But guess what, the school's monitors are not working.
And they dont have instrument mikes to mike the amps.
Dumb man.

After that people whom I dont even know were wishing me,
Felt damn odd.
And there was this sec one kid who told me
" You rock dude!"
I wonder what he was thinking
But at least he can appreciate slow rock.

Even strangers bothered to say something
You just couldnt be, could you

You know, that word is for people who are sincere about it

Whores like you cant

2008-08-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

Wah NDP fireworks f-ing nice lah.
And the part they drew the heart in the sky was nice!
I can't believe i wasted the whole day man!

You know, you could be right
Then again, you could be wrong
You're giving up without a fight
Maybe you didn't belive all along

Just know that i always did
Both in you and in me
Hope one day the pieces will fit
Well if it doesnt at least we're sorry :D

I'M THINKING POSITIVE, YOU SHOULD TOO :)

REPLACED

2008-08-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog about,
Connect spore today was a failure, cock up man.
DnT deadline coming up and I'm kinda far back.
Nvm I am catching up.

Guess you don't need me after all,
After all the fun and laughter that we shared,
You have just thrown me away.

abcd

2008-08-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

Long time nvr blog,
Tan Jia Jun helped change the blog,thanks,
But he cocked up many other things.
And I'm too lazy to fil up the boxes at the side.

That song oh so reminds me of you

The smell of your hair
The sight of your face
The sound of your laughter
The sense of your presence

Im reminicing the past
It all happened way too fast
Now my feelings are stronger than ever
Wishing that we would mean forever

But what could have been didnt turn out to be
Because of a facade I once failed to see
Regreting now the chance that i had blew
I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU.

Wah its quite hard to relate to you now man,
I wonder why...

Im blogging at 1:35 but it says nine something.
Wtf?
Ah the heck with it.

2008-06-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

He's stupid.
You're more stupid.

Fuck and die.

2008-06-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

I saw this personality test thingy in Terri's blog and so I tried it,

And here are the results...

Spontaneous Idealist (SI)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your types

spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

These subjects could interest you

literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out, joint pleasure

Woah,
Most of it true,
And especially the subjects could interest you thingy,
They got the whole thing right man.
LOL

2008-06-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Love you hunny,
Love you to bits :)

Your words were a lie,
Your accusations were a lie,
Your love was a lie,
Your truth was a lie,
You were a lie.

2008-06-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

Argh!
I love you so much!
Thanks to that wonderful time man :D
Hope we can chill more often.

Maybe they were right,
You shouldn't have,
I shouldn't have,
We shouldn't have been,
This is all a big mistake.

Writing after so long man!

2008-06-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

I wrote something after so long. haha
Here goes...

I don't want to be your enemy,
I just want to stay in your memory.

I can't bare the pain,
As your love seems so faint.

All i ask for is you,
Beside me, we the duo.

Please understand,
Without you I'm no man.

Oh how i long,
I'm just not as strong.

If time can be reversed,
And all bad things erased.

I'd willingly do so,
For its your words that i long for.

Even a text would mean a thing,
Reminding the happiness you used to bring.

Knowing that you are there,
Deep inside i still hope you care.

I want to exchange an "I love you",
Just like we used to.

God just kill me,
Your face I no longer dare see.

I dont wish to lie to myself no more,
Knowing I've broken the friendship law.

I'm alone now,
To your patience I bow.

I still have hope inside,
So please don't blow off that faint light.

Written my me! heehee :)

2008-06-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
I HATE YOU

Funny how all these words have the same number of letters,
And yet the meanings are worlds apart.

Jealousy is getting to me, and I dont know why.

All I know is I'm crazy about you,
I really am.

2008-06-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had section bonding man.
Like only the second time in my four years...

Well anyway went to amk hub to meet the rest.
Saw Kerwin, Andrew and Lauren than went to ntuc.
Didn't know what to buy there.
So waited until Terri came.
We thought she'd know what to buy but she was even worse than us.

She reached up to one packet of chips and asked what flavour it was when it was printed ORIGINAL in caps -.-

So we bummed around not knowing what to buy.
And finally choose some stuff.
We were so high that we kept laughing at the slightest things and sometimes even over nothing.
Than i took out my water bottle to drink and it was kinda tiny so i was being made fun of.
And then Terri began to tell that she knows this girl who is very girly and likes to keep small things.
You see where this is going?
A guy bring his mom's small bottle coz its light and handy and he gets made fun of.
Man...

Than walked to Hai ping's house.
Than went there to slack.
We lazed around in his house playing comp games,psp, watching tv etc.
Than Joanne came.
She came into the house and took off her socks and stuffed them in her bag...
Than set down to play MONOPOLY!
After so long play man, like one year ago.
Had lots og fun and laughter playing.
Actually i was quite rich at the start but at the end of the game i was the poorest.
And lauren won.
When playing Andrew made several diff poses, all of which were caught on camera.
(see joanne's blog)
And lauren had like a few five thousand notes. Bitch...

Than slacked more, not knowing where to eat.
We were supposed to watch KUNGFU PANDA by the way.
But the plan got ditched.
So went to bishan to eat.
Went to PastaMania.
First time eating there.
Choose what to order than went to the counter, but i forgot what the name was and i couldnt find it on the menu!
After while found it,
And thanks to Joanne for helping me make my orders.
Was a total cock up at the counter man.
Andrew was being gay looking at the guy opposite him.
Telling us that he looked cute.
And after awhile i noticed Andrew and the guy looking at each other.
GAYS.

Than went to basement of junciton 8.
Than Andrew and lauren went to buy drinks.
They always seem to do things together. LOL
Than me Terri, Hai Ping, Joanne and Kerwin went to hide.
Than went to this pet shop and saw hamsters.
I really felt like squeezing them, and when i said than Terri called me a sadist -.-
Really they are so small and they keep running in the wheels and you just feel like you know,
squeezing them. Nevermiind...
Than went arcade than Terri and Joanne left.
So we the guys slacked inside.
Hp and Kerwin plade games.
And there was this guy playing this basketball game and he was super duper fast la.
haha.
Well than Kerwin met up with his sis and they left.
So HP,L,A and me went back home.
haha

I jsut realised this post is so elaborated and so long!
LOL
And we should have more section bonding man.

2008-05-31T07:15:00.001-07:00

Man I'm in love with slow rock!

2008-05-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

Mistakes can turn your whole world upside down.
Make you loose everything you have.
Things that you never thought you could live without.
But what's gone is gone forever.
And when you realise it,
Its too late.
Times would have changed,
People would have changed.
No more that someone you used to know,
That someone they used to be,
That something that used to be yours.
And the hurt you feel inside,
A pain much more worse than death itself.
And the tears you shed,
Definately more than blood you have shed your whole life.
The nights you spend just thinking about it,
Crying your heart out.
Wishing things could be the same.
But it's like broken glass,
Even if you could piece the big broken parts,
Fragments would still be missing.
Even if you get those you lost,
The emotional scars that you have caused on them will still remain.
The emotional scars that you have will remain.
But then one day you will stand up and say
That you had enough,
Gonna change things the other way.

I HAVE MADE MANY SUCH MISTAKES IN MY LIFE
AND I HAVE REALISED
AND I WANNA CHANGE THINGS
I WILL
I HAVE LEARNED AND STILL LEARNING
THAT MISTAKES ARE PART OF WHO YOU ARE
MISTAKES ARE THE ONES THAT SHAPE YOU
AND I AM PROUD OF MY MISTAKES
THEY HAVE TAUGHT ME THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
SO I STAND
TALL AND PROUD
TO SAY I AM GONNA CHANGE THINGS THE OTHER WAY.

Sorry Mum,
Sorry Dad,
Sorry my family,
Sorry my friends.

2008-05-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

You know what?
You're a fcuking
BITCH.
Yes you are.
What the hell is wrong with you?
Giving me that xialan face everytime you see me.
Fcuk you cheebai.
You're the worst of them all.
Cold and heartless.
Well its is good enough that I (nvm bitch,you know what it is).
I seriously feel like slapping the hell out of you.
When you want something than come and talk.
KNN.
If not act like some fcuk.
I hope you die a bad death.
I'm seriously fed up of you.
And no one does what you do.
Fcuked up bitch.
When I see you, I get this feeling that
I HATE YOU :)
Yes, I do.
Even if you were dying, I wouldn't care for you.
Not any more and
Not at all.
You're not a good person, not a good friend.
Stop all your lies.
I can sense the slyness in your tone.
And stop all your excuses.

And you,
You're another bitch.
A slut in fact.
You're such a bad influence.
It seems like you just wanna get laid.
Right?
Hope you get fcuked by someone with AIDS.
Whore.
I hate you too :)

And you bastard.
It wouldnt take long for me to whack the fcuk out of you.
So shut your fcuking trap, you son of a bitch.
Before i do what i say.

Good lyrics man.

2008-05-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

Oasis

Don't Go Away
A Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say

About the things caught in my mind

As the day was dawning my plane flew away

With all the things caught in my mind

And I wanna be there when you're...

Coming down

And I wanna be there when you hit the ground

So don't go away say what you say

But say that you'll stay

Forever and a day...in the time of my life

Cos I need more time yes

I need more time

Just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play

With all the things caught in my mind

Damn my education I can't find the words to say

About all the things caught in my mind

Me and you what's going on?

All we seem to know is how to show

The feelings that are wrong

2008-05-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

You know, you're turning into something I never though you would.
Its disappointing.
I can't watch you change like this.
It's too much too handle.
Please don't.

OASIS is my favourite band from today onwards :)
Damn they are good.
Can't wait to play Stand by me!

The soundtrack from Made of Honour is nice man.
Songs like,
Stop Crying Your Heart Out-Oasis
Love Song-Sara Bareilles
Stolen-Dashboard confessional

And the movie's good too.
LOL

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
-OASIS

2008-05-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

Finally exams are over.
Feels good.
Haha.

Yesterday went to bishan there to slack with subash and hider.
Went to thompson plaza first, than went to some toy shop.
Than OMG there was this big white bear!
So cute la!!!
So big somemore!!!
I need to get my hands on it soon. LOL
Than walked about.

Than as usual hider was being a jinx.
He kept
-Tripping
-Banging things down
-Slipping
-Dropping things
All the stupid stuffs you can imagine, he was doing it.
Than he tried climbing this hill like thingy and than he slipped.
Lucky never roll down.
LOL.

Than talked talked and talked.
A good way to spend time.
Just walking about aimlessly in new places.
Fun man, haha.

Im trying to forgive and forget.
Im never gonna trust anyone easily anymore.
I wont do that stupid mistake again.

2008-05-16T21:01:00.000-07:00

Woah this lyrics have a deep meaning to them.

I Dreamed I Was Missing
You Were So Scared
But No One Would Listen
Cause No One Else Cared

After My Dreaming
I Woke With This Fear
What Am I Leaving
When I'm Done Here

So If You're Asking Me
I Want You To Know

When My Time Comes
Forget The Wrong That I've Done
Help Me Leave Behind Some
Reasons To Be Missed

And Don't Resent Me
And When You're Feeling Empty
Keep Me In Your Memory
Leave Out All The Rest

Don't Be Afraid
I've Taken My Beating
I've Shared What I've Been

I'm Strong On The Surface
Not All The Way Through
I've Never Been Perfect
But Neither Have You

Forgetting
All The Hurt Inside
You've Learned To Hide So Well

Pretending
Someone Else Can Come And Save Me From Myself
I Can't Be Who You Are

2008-05-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

I felt the cool breeze rush past my face,
I felt the sun rays shining right through my body,
And as I stepped into a garden filled with such aroma,
I shouted-Hey beautiful,
Then all the flowers, butterflies and plants turned around and looked at me,
But I was refering to you,
Only you.

2008-05-08T01:25:00.000-07:00

Can you cry under water?

How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?

Why do you have to 'put your two cents in' But it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?

Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

What disease did cured ham actually have?

How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?

Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours?

If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?

Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.

Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?

If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a stupid song about him?

Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane ?

If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?

Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!

If Wile E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that ACME crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?

Why did you just try singing the two songs above?

Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a hemorrhoid when it's in your butt?

Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him for a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?

2008-05-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

You know what? I hate you bitch,alot.

Isn't sorry enough?
What more do you want?
What more am I supposed to do?

Don't talk as if you're scarred for life or something.

I hate you.
I hate you now.
I will always hate you.
I hate you more than anything.

You're the worst of them all.
Thanks for screwing things up.
A friend is supposed to be someone who picks you up when you're down,
Not stab you in the back when you turn around.

Are you happy now?
You're the one who has been adding oil to fire.
What the hell is wrong with you?
I guess you're contended now.

Early morning post.LOL.

2008-05-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

Up so late. haha.

Well I found this.

PINK :
You have an affectionate, loving nature, which makes you sympathetic and understanding. You may lack willpower and show weakness when you cannot control affairs of the heart. You need a great deal of support from others and can be childlike in behavior. You must learn to accept and love yourself. If you become more self-reliant you will attract and give out the feelings of warmth and love.

Well this is supposed to describe a person who's favourite colour is pink.
I read this before but decided to post it today.
Sounds abit gay though.

To meet my eye, you have failed.
I don't know why you're doing this.
Stop it. It hurts.
To look deep within your heart, you have failed too.
Because deep down you know.
And I know that you do.
Stop pretending already.
You know your heart knows.
Your head just pretends not to.

This week hasn't really been great.
Went to help one friend and the other friend got into trouble.
Dude it wasn't my intention to do so.

2008-04-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

Now that you can no longer stand by me
I kinda miss you
Sorry for being a bad friend
Thanks for those times
You know, I wanna share so many things
But now I can't
Hope one day you will understand
But I can't do anything right now
All I do is to pray that things will get better
Or all I can do is to hope to have someone else just like you
But new friends just don't seem the same you know
You're a special friend I guess
Nothing more
Don't listen to them
They don't know or understand anything
And they never will
Because all they want is something new to gossip about
But you have others now
I can tell
So I know it doesn't really matter anymore
I have learned to let go but you know
But guess I'm getting used to it these few days
Well that's life isn't it, anyway
Thanks once again
Take care my friend :)

I've learned something.
You shouldn't open your mouth, even to help someone.
Just mind about your own business.
That's what I'll do from now onwards.

today

2008-04-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

You know you don't know the value of things untill you loose it?
You know you don't appreciate things untill they leave your hands?
You know you don't treasure things untill they no longer stand by you?

Well I've learned my lesson now.

From today onwards I'll learn to understand the value of things,
From today onwards I'll learn to appreciate things more,
From today onwards I'll learn to treasure things,

For nothing lasts,
And your heart will long for it when its gone.

2008-04-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

I'm happy but I'm sad.
What kind of feeling is this?
I'm in a state of confusion.
Those whom I have been trusting don't seem that trustworthy after all.
Those whom I have not been trusting seem more trustworthy now.
Well I'm almost back to square one.
The same old me, not knowing who to trust.
Keeping things to myself, not being able to open up to anyone.
Why the fuck does these things keep happening to me?
What the fuck did I ever do wrong?
Why does history have to repeat itself?
Where are you when i need you the most?
Sometimes not knowing you would have been better.

Arvind, don't lie to yourself anymore.

I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.

Oh god help me differentiate my friends and foes.
Please.
Someone help me get back in track.
Please.

Happy

2008-04-26T08:28:00.000-07:00

Wah I dunno why I feel good about myself these few days.
Its a nice feeling man. haha.
Everything seems good.

( Except for one thing, but I can't do anything about it anymore )

Realisation has taken place.

2008-04-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

I've realised some things these few days.

Some times friends are just not that important as family.
No one is worth standing up for against your own family.
No point treating someone as your brother or sister if they dont.
In the end you're the one who's gonna feel hurt.
Having expectations are bad yes, but some things are just meant to be done,
they are just not expectations.
And caring for someone alot while they dont really care for you is kinda stupid.
Caring alot for a friend who doesnt even care for you a single bit is even more stupid.
It can be decided from actions if someone cares for you.
A hi and a bye doesn't mean anything.

And the most important thing of all,

If its time to let go, ITS TIME TO LET GO.
No point trying to save any relationship.
Unless it's really important.
Its only important if both party thinks so,
Not just one.
No point dwelling over old relationships like:
Gfs, Bfs, Brothers, Sisters, Best friends, Good friends etc.
Some things shall remain as memories.

( I speak from experience. )

From today onwards I'll:

Learn to stand on my own legs.
Learn not to depend on anyone.
Learn to do the smart thing.
Learn to let go.
Learn a lesson that nothing lasts.

2008-04-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but,

It's been a long time since I talked to you
It's been a long time since you talked to me
It's been a long time sinced I smiled at you
It's been a long time since you smiled at me

I just can't bring myself to talk to you.
Its four years since i set my eyes on you but

Your smile still makes my heart sink
Your eyes still make my heart race
Your face still brightens up my day
Your name still lingers around in my head

You're so close yet so far
I miss those times we shared those laughters together
Even if it was just as friends.

You by my side, is what i long for.

Emo

2008-04-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

I don't know why, I just feel sad.
And the worst part, i dunno why.

Why won't this feeling go away?

I wanna tell someone about it,
But who?
Plus I don't know where to start from, or what.
Someone make this feeling go away!

Is it because of you?
I dunno.

If only I could tell someone about it.

What happened to those days I had someone to confide into?
What happened to those carefree days?
What happened to those times i was known as happy-go-lucky?

Why am I feeling this way?
Why?

DAMN.

Today

2008-04-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

Now than i remembered what i wanted to type.
LOL
Today was a fun day.
1st lesson was tc, for awhile.
Than while outside the class,
Saw Sabrina, Joanne, Hui Xin and some of their classmates
outside my class.
And i was like " Dont you clowns know its TC?"
Felt like laughing at them, but they left before i could.

Than had english, not bad.
Ms Ng showed us a video of a ballet.
Two handicapped people, a guy with one leg and a girl with one hand.
It was incredible.
I was shocked la.
Than 2nd video, a blind 5 year old girl playing the piano.
She was so small compared to the piano but she played so well la.
Like just so amazing man.
And she could sing too, so cute la she.
So small and wear one cute pink dress.
haha

Than mtl.
Relief, listened to songs on Subash's ipod.
Than called Vimal to listen to some song which had double pedal.
NICCEEE!!!
Than we found this really really gay song in his ipod!
Had a good laugh over it.

Than had humans.
Ms Doreen Ng.
I like her way of teaching man.
She's really good at making you understand history stuffs.
She's like a walking history book la.
haha

Than recess.
Than was eating the after that went to buy snacks.
Than bought strawberry pocky ( dunno if correct spelling )
Than halfway eating Vimal keep asking for it.
Damn irritating la, stupid clown.
Than raj was being mean.
That monster took my pocky and crushed it :(
Than dunno why our whole table high already.
Raj started throwing ice at me, than threw broken pocky at him.
Than Darvin got high and joined in. LOL
And Bruce joined our table wanting to learn to play indian rythms.
Piravin said he'll teach Bruce. LOL

Than had chem, test.
1 one metals and 1 on oxidation state.
And it so happens i studied oxidation state during tution yesterday.
And i could do the test.
haha
And me and Yan ling were making fun at each other for not being able to do a few questions.
One chem finish, high aleady.
Found some t-shirt in Geoffery's bag and Azfar wore it ontop of his shirt.
Than damn funny, Geoffery didnt even notice it. Blind ass.
After chem went outside the class than me and Bruce started to clap some malay rythms.
Damn stupid.
Than Azfar saw Mr. Chiang and shouted
" Chiang ah Chiang "
Lucky i ducked before he turn around and see!
haha

Than had maths plus 1.
Slacked as usual.
haha.
I seemed to be slacking in most of my classes,
And mid-year is coming la.
Wth am i doing?

Btw Azfar,Bruce and me have started this new game called
' The Fair Game '
This is how it goes,
1) If a person hits a person, the other person has the rights to hit back.
2) You can't hit the person harder than he hit you.
3) And you can't hit the person because of verbal insult

LOL stupid and childish man.

Thats all.

2008-04-11T05:10:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged.
haha

School's fing tiring la,
lessons and remedials.
And alot of things have changed over the last few days.

Anyway the new comm has been announced for band.
Good luck people!
Time really flies.
I still can remember how Mr. Ng chose me to play the trombone coz
I had some vocal background. -.-
haha
But so fast graduating,
All the good and bad memories.
But i'll definately miss band once i leave la.
Like no more band in the afternoon,
No more sectionals,
No more playing the fool while Mr. Ng conducting. LOL
No more giving band as a excuse for not doing homework. HAHA
No more anything I used to do during band.
But band has taught me alot of thing i'll never forget.

Wah sound emo. LOL

And freaking cant wait for the band trip la.
haha
And i should have gone for SWO this year la, now cannot perform.
WASTED!!!

haha

Wah mid-years coming la,
And like not really prepared for it.
ARGH!!!
Abit scared man.
Time just freaking flies la,

I wonder if I should tell you any time soon.
Looking at you just makes my heart race.
And I dont know how to make this feeling stop.
I'd love to look into your eyes and tell you so.
One day I will, one day.
I'll wait for that right moment.

Wah can't take it la,
Freaking Os.
Scaring the shit out of me.

Shall stop here.

Hmmm

2008-01-27T03:06:00.000-08:00

Wah long time nvr blog la,LOL

Yesterday was flag day! Went sch late,go there everyone settle already.
Then sit there, someone was talking but i was too busy reading the sports section of the new paper.
Then finally get our tins!
My 1st flag day man(nothing to be excited about)
Me,Bruce,Azfar and Hider planned to go City Hall so we walked towards YCK mrt.
On the way keep banging the tins! Made so much noise man!
The ppl around kept looking at us.

Than Azfar and Hider started asking ppl but i and Bruce just slacked.
Took the mrt,Hider kept playing songs on his hp damn loud in the mrt and ppl were like looking at us. But who cares.

Then Bruce suggested to go Bugis.Then we started arguing where to go.
Finally decided to go bugis.
Went to Bugis junc 1st, Azfar and hider wanted to collect money there but some guy told them not allowed to collect there.
So we walked around,most of the shops were closed.
Bruce wanted to buy a converse shoe so went to the converse shop.
There was a lady inside but the shop was still closed. Bruce went to ask what time the shop would open. After that he asked if she'd like to donate but then i think she heard
" Would you like to date?" and she gave bruce some stupid look and walked off!
So we went to slack then everyone hungry. So decided to go to burger king across the road.
Than there was this watch shop at Bugis Street. I wanted to get a watch so went to look for one than went to other shops,like 4-5 shops, but couldnt decide which to get!
In the end,ended up walking back and forth to all the watch shops.
It turned out that Bruce,Hider bought a watch there,and azfar bought two badges.
And I didnt get anything!!! And the best part was i was the one who wanted to get a watch!
Ate at burger king then panic coz we nvr collect any money.
Took mrt back to sch.
Alighted at Yck mrt. Then went around the mrt station and bus interchange to collet money.
My tin was so light laa!
Then finally went back to sch than slack abit then went to Amk hub.
Bruce finally got his shoes at the converse shop.
Than went home. haha

Sunday

2008-01-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

Man i can find 4A tamil workbook anywhere!
went to bras pasar(dunno how to spell)
but they didnt have it also.
But there was this music store,with alot of guitars in it!
went in and tried a few guitars.
than saw a electronic drum set.
Looked stupid but damn nice to play!
Tried it,damn fun.
Long time nvr play drums,the last time was like 2 yrs back.
But my friend taught my some new beats.
And wasted i nvr take pic of me playing!
So alot of nice looking GIBSONs.
lol
but i think its all second hand lol
I still think peninsular(wrong spelling i think) shopping centre
is the best place to shop for guitars.
Especially at DAVIS GUITARS.
Thats all for today la,man tmr got sch!

I still need a bag and shoes.
Im totally not prepared for school man.
And i cut my hair and now can see the colour that i dyed before!
Tmr die man!

LOL

sat

2008-01-05T05:14:00.001-08:00

wah today 4 hours of tutuion,2 hrs chem, 2 hrs maths
not bad lah.
But studying is so not fun
lol
and my 52inch TV has finally been repaired!
haha missed it!

SCHOOL!!!

2008-01-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

Wah school started man
like what sia.
tamil class quite fun!

Mrs Illango was like
" Class keep quite, If got jokes to share, share with me also"
Raj
" Cher, i got a joke to tell, you very PRETTY!!!
Whole class laughed man. hahahaha
Ivan made funny faces in class lol
and vimal speak tamil damn funny
hahaha

so far school not so bad,not too good

Bruce,Azfar and me plan to perform for Teachers Day,will see how that goes.

Besides the normal fooling around didnt do anything much in school
These few days in class msg Joanne than almost kena caught!!!
But lucky nvr la.
YAY!
haha msg Jia Jun than he almost kena also lol,he no skill only.

1st day of band not bad. Percussion concerto and a Sax solo, GO NICHOLAS!
sectionals on fri not bad also.
Laughed alot.
LOL
than andrew keep laughing like a pig, which is seriously disturbing!
gonna taupok/burger him soon. ANDREW WATCH OUT!

and Joanne killed a MOSQUITO!
with a file!
haha Joanne the mosquito murderer!
lol

Thats all lah.lol

31 DEC 2007

2007-12-31T07:32:00.000-08:00

Man 07 is coming to an end and i dun even know what i did this yr!
I didnt study at all man. And than Os in 08.
Its all too fast. Need to study damn hard next yr which is tommorrow or should i say 30 mins from now!
Now need to wake up early morn go sch,no more waking up late,no more sleeping late,no more slacking
wth man. Everything no more.

But on the bright side,
New sec ones,new juniors!
Tamil class got more new ppl.
Now can bully vimal and vishwa in tamil class,hahahaha
Vishwa and his forest,haha

I cant believe i sec 4 so fast man!
Nvm, LOL

To all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

29 dec 2007

2007-12-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

Today another day slack at home.Whole day like use comp.
Helped JOANNE with some issues. haha
Gave advices all. haha
from 1pm start to 10+ still talking to her.
Than watched some movie they put on TV
haha.

28 Dec 2007

2007-12-28T06:55:00.000-08:00

Woah. today was a big day for me, my 1st performance for SWO!!!
The concert was good man. Ist SSW played the piccolo concerto,
Wah CLEMENT so damn pro man. His concerto was nice.
Next was Duex Movs and TIANZE was the soloist.
This is the 2nd time im hearing it after ELAINE played it abt 2 years ago,i think.
Than it was time for SWO to come on stage!!!
We played cocnerto for bass tuba.
Mr Tan played it well. Damn nice!!!
Was my 1st time playing with TIMOTHY.
Than we played Saga Candida. Was F nice.
I had some good bass trb parts in it. Had a pedal Gflat note in it but i couldn't pitch that note :(
There was one part was like jazz,the part where the trumpet played like crazy.
That part was damn nice la.
After tt we played Danse Bacchanale. The music was damn nice.
Had nice parts to play. Than was the intermission.

Went to see the yck ppl. Than saw Aaron in his superman shirt. lol.
Than CHERYL said hi to me,haha. That small girl. LOL
Than JOANNE came up to me and gave this nice flower, and a nice card.
The flower was in pink,which is my fav colour!!! haha
Thanks alot JOANNE!!!
Than saw the rest of the ycksb ppl. Than i disturbed Harendran for awhile. Poor thing.
Than YUAN HUI gave me this nice cane like sweet. Thanks to her. And IVY called out to me, and i said hi to her and JOLENE.haha
Than it was time for the much awaited THIRD SYMPHONY!

i love my parts in tt piece. Especially the 2nd mov,Pomposo!
Where i had to show what a bass trb can do!!!
But sadly not many pieces require bass trombone to play like tt :(
I had to play notes like pedal Bflat and pedal A in tt pieces. Damn fun to play 3rd sym.
Many same parts as the tuba. Thats what i like abt playing bass trb. Get to play same parts
with not only trbs but instruments like tuba,baritone sax,bassoon.
The running parts in 3rd sym were quite fun too.
I liked the 3rd mov,got one line the baritone sax play. Damn nice.
Than the concert ended than we played an encore piece which we sight read.
Was easy.
Than we packed,finally time to go home.

Than helped to move the perc instruments.
On the way TERRI called out to me,than i went to her, she said i played very well and that she could hear me and congradulated me.
Well thanks alot TERRI!!!
Wah she ask why i didnt talk much and just nod my head,
Sorry TERRI (rhymes!) was just too tired. haha

Today since i wore my earing ELAINE and KLARICE asked if i was gay! =.=
NO im NOT!!! haha.
haha

Thoughts for the day:
Need to sleep now. ( Thats the only thing im thinking of now)

School starting soon

2007-12-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

Can anyone teach me how to link someone?
Im a noob!

27 Dec 07

2007-12-27T07:39:00.000-08:00

Im new to this blogging thingy,so it'll take some time to get my page rite.

27 Dec 07

2007-12-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i think blogging is gay.
But i have no idea why i bother doing it.
And don't bother reading my blog, its stupid.
Okay, I thought i'd give blogging a try.
By the way, is blogging a real word?
I don't know.

Guess this is my 1st entry.

Well woke up today as usual.
Then I bathed,ate, and watched tv.
Then i started eating the chocolates I got for christmas.
And watched more tv.
Then i found some old power rangers cds.
Then i watched those cds. Yes, I am too old for power rangers
but i seriously had nothing else to do. So ya.
Than i came online, and figured out how to play the SIMPSONS theme song on my guitar,
was quite easy.
Than i started to worry about getting my black pants for the SWO performance tomorrow.
But then i figured out i can get it later and went to sleep :)
Woke up and watched more tv. Than i watched the simpsons, which was not so funny today.
Went to amk central before this.
Went to some shop to get the black pants for concert, and happened to buy a pretty cool T-shirt there.
Than i went to AMK hub to get some shorts to wear. Bought them at the L.P. zone shop.
Also got a neat jacket. Saw jolene, yuan hui, and abigail at the shop but didnt manage to say hi to them.
Yup thats about what i did today.

Thoughts for the day :
Tmr is my 1st performance for SWO,cant wait.
I should get my school stuff soon.
I need to get
-a bag
-a pencil Case
-my school books
-a few P.E. shirts
-P.E. shorts
thats about it.

And im gonna do PE next year after six months out due to ligament problems.
Im not really okay yet.
Hope i can get another six months off :)
Next year is my Os and im scared thinking about it.
Gotta prepare for it.
Need to study alot after my alomost-retain episodes.

Well if anyones reading this,
hmm Ive nothing to say to those who bother reading my blog!
haha, gonna sleep soon
My 1st entry and it already looks like a compo.
aiya...